ain't loving anymore

Please don't love
it's not a peace-loving dove.

Everytime you do

you fall like a star.
Once on top,shining in the sky
love left you high and dry.

Everytime you show,
you dig a fatal hole.
Once on ground,standing on own feet
now:crippled for life,extinction threat.

Everytime you feel
you try jumping on an axe.
Once like a free bird
now:pinioned flight,hurt youself.

Everytime you believe
you choose a blind road taken.

Once a seeker,one to experiment
now:a lost soul,wandering like nomads.

Love is a parasite,blood sucking bug
poisnous passion,deadly hugs.
Time to move on,change your gear
work,shed sweat than bloody tears.

It is said love makes you stronger
Love is medicine,Love is healer.
What is this love which has made me hollow
vulnerable,weak and weaker?

Love is a company in solitude
Love is GOD,Love is soul's food.
Why this love left me alone on such a terrain?
Why worship Love,this religion is insane...

but I know my heart will get lured again...
"duniya mein iss dil ke itna koi mazboor nhi..."